MeL

hmm past few days i was a mere shadow of myself...a meek shadow of tat....The reason for tat was juz tat i was in deep thought of the person i m, the person i think i shld be and the person i shld become..i felt i was goin thru a important cycle in life where maturity finalli sets in and frens and family draw the limit.......The amt of thought i put into one sorrow was great and to add tat i had a plenty all waitin to explode...i was livin a cool life but all my probs were like a deck of well stacked cards....One fell and the whole stack came crashin down on me....Hmm but i am done wif my thoughts and i have made a decision i am proud of...

I m MeL and MeL is whu i am....For no fren,foe am i eva gonna change tat....If u like me embrace me if u dunt fuck off its ur loss.....I had it tryin to please evry1, i am sick of workin for unity when the unity is usualli wif me juz creatin and not part of....i realised changin myself isnt gonna solve shit....Sum new fucker will juz find fault wif tat and i have to change agn.....So fuck people and move on......But one things for sure...i always learn stg new from each experience...and i grew strength a new sense of independence and most imptli the life-long lesson of not trustin any1 enuff.....I feel so good now tat i am free of all my thoughts and to clear sum otha bullshit i have been tormentin my bloggie abt..... Love....hmm i realise its a sweet and wonderful thing tat comes to those whom love likes.....If i am fated to have sum1 in my life she'll come to me.....And till tat day i aint gonna be jealous of couples,, nor am i gonna be pinin for sum1 special no more......VKPM :P

Feels SO GOODDDDD